some things just happen. we cant control them, and we cant change them. sometimes you just drift, and sometimes no matter how you try, lives grow apart and you go from best friends to friends to strangers. its not even that sad though, because its just part of life, at least for me it is. ive moved so much that people fade faster than most, and sometimes its painful, but i cant cry anymore because i know God put these people in my life for a very specific reason, and im so blessed to have let them change me. but heres the goodbye phase. its probably the worst, you are trying to hold on so hard but you also are realizing that it isnt working, so you let go bit by bit, until you arent holding on anymore. thats just the way life goes, its the sad beautiful tragic reality.
I’m just kind of sad. Not for a specific reason I dont htink, there is just a general sadness in my life that doesnt seem to go away, and I hate it. I just want to be happy for once, and have friends, and when I say friends, I mean more than just the people whom I adore from school but only talk to in class… I am more than content only having Dan and Mads, but sometimes it just feels really lonely, and I wonder what life would be like if things were different. If i hadnt moved back from my dads house, if I wasnt so fucked up, if i convinced my mom to let me stay at PV this year or if i had moved to a different state like my mom planed. I know ‘what ifs’ are bad and everyone hates them, but they clog my mind, and I cant see past them, and I get really sad. I love Daniel and Madeleine to death and i am so thankful for them and all that they do, but sometimes I wish i had more than 2 friends…
Not that anyone reading this isnt my friend, i adore all of you and I am so thankful for you guys and how much you have shown me or helped me grow, but its different you know what I mean? Sorry if that makes you upset or hurt, but Im just being honest…
Les Miserables: The Musical Phenomenon
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It’s beautiful. A billion souls walk under it every single day & don’t even bother to look up & wonder what’s out there. There’s so much we still haven’t learned. So much that the scientists won’t even figure out in your life time, & its your job to wonder, to dream, & to try & find the mysteries behind all that lies in your path. Next time you’re outside in the middle of the night, look up. Wonder what’s out there.
lol omfg ew ^
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AHAHAHA
SOMEONE TAKE MY PHOTOSHOP AWAY FROM ME
I just died…
ohmygod
so much skill
I applaud you
*claps*
lmfao
this had like 3k notes yesterday. I reblogged it yesterday. what okay 12/28/12=200k Notes.
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